| Portraits of Skies |
[Mar. 15th, 2005|01:54 am] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| |  anxious | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | Rise Against | ] |
ill write you up with black,
and color you in red
a picture worth a 10,000 words
the days i dont miss are missed
and nights spent alone
with thoughts spilling over my head
drown? hope? dead? waiting...
ill live, because leafless trees make it so easy to believe
and pictures of intense sunsets
ive never seen
and pictures of us to fall back on
ill paint the walls with portraits of skies
a brush like a gun..
and a finger preying for a beautiful goodbye
fallen apart like these sentences
written darkness lost within me
you are my flashlight and my dreams
both so warm
just like that picture of the sunset ...
these walls will be without red pictures
until the time comes for worse days |
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| i dont fuckin know.... there is no title. |
[Feb. 11th, 2005|12:31 am] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| | anxious | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | rise against | ] |
oh yeah,
you bet we're walkin down this path again
and you know where we're going
the grass is broken from my constant footsteps
and the newspaper is stacked at the door
but oh wait! wait! i really am..
im sorry to bother my unwalked path
but im goin where you dont know
cuz constant patterns kill me
so im cutting my feet on grass made of glass
and im bleeding all over my comfort |
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| (no subject) |
[Jan. 23rd, 2005|04:27 am] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| |  content | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | It Dies Today | ] |
as you leave i watched my morning fade..
my nights less light and myself less bright.
clouds covering my days
and stars fading as each night dies..
I now realize i hate to love being alone.
I dont have anything, except you.
and i dont even have you.
Come back,
My world doesnt move without you
Come back,
My lungs need your air
Come Back,
My lips need your skin
Come Back,
My eyes need your reflection
Come Back,
My heart needs your beat
Come Back,
Please. |
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| Attending the same party. |
[Jan. 8th, 2005|02:44 am] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| |  cold | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | FBTMOF | ] |
As we attend the same party
breathing the same air
..and hoping for the same thing
brought together only by friends ive never thanked.
i sat there waiting to see the same light as you...
and hoping for fate to play through
if tonights the night i never see you again
then tonights the night i never see again..
knowing we made a mistake,
this love will not break
Through the room and into our hearts
tomorrow we'll have a 3rd start. |
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| ill give it a name. |
[Nov. 10th, 2004|08:14 pm] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| | anxious | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | The Used | ] |
Time moves on
I stand still
Days move like heart beats
nights linger through to early morning
sun rises seen 500 times
kill me ....
i seen this day before
i see tomorrow as if it was yesterday
give me a new day of the week
so something can happen |
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| Vampires Love & And A Victims Laughter |
[Nov. 2nd, 2004|02:11 pm] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| | calm | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | Farewell To Freeway | ] |
A vampires love, so sweet and gentle
biting your neck like its my first blood
my first sweet and so scared to break skin
..with precious monents alone
you laugh like your having the time of you life..
and you smile like we're flying
thinking about it almost makes me cry.
but vampires dont cry ...
i cant wait to taste your skin
...to smell your skin
feel your skin on mine
..and make you my victim again. |
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| So Perfect To Ruin. |
[Oct. 22nd, 2004|06:52 pm] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| |  blank | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | Underoath - Alone In December | ] |
As i sleep..
with my most vulnerable moments
and acception to anything
I dream like l was never awake
like ive known nothing...
Nothing horrid or brutal
Only in dreams,
Can you see something this beautiful..
I lie to myself...knowing that i'm
fully awake and in awww
blinding beautiful inside and out.
But Knowing myself all too well,
And knowing I dont deserve this..
Does anyone?
I feel bad.
Meanings of everything and nothing
are too close to explain...
I have you,
and it's so perfect to ruin. |
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| Just another autumn... |
[Oct. 22nd, 2004|06:33 pm] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| | ....ZZ? | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | Underoath -Angel Below | ] |
As i stand in the moment
Thinking of us...
Looking up at the night sky.
counting the stars as if
they were seconds on the clock.
Rust like leaves on the trees...
On a cold autumn day
Hoping for the sun to break through the branches
and guide us through this place
Hoping for the sun to brighten our day....
waiting..... |
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| Tangerines never smelled so good. |
[Oct. 19th, 2004|07:29 pm] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| | bored | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | norma jean | ] |
This is a note i'm writing to you,
in the darkest room.
one wick from the orange candle burns
and smells of Tangerines ...sits beside the bed
I sit at your feet as you lose yourself in your dreams,
wrapped in your blanket. i always want to tickle your toes
hoping you wake up and tell me to stop.
but instead .... i leave you alone, and crawl in bed.
facing in the opposite direction.
Ill hope for me tomorrow.
because i beat myself again today...
i need something.
something more then this
ill hope for me tomorrow
Lying in bed making my plans for the day ahead
knowing im not going to do it.
if i turn around i know theres change...
i see brave and ... wanting something new
you need what you want.. i know this
because change of scenery adds to smiles.
but i hope you miss me.
because ill miss you.
i hope that 5 hours doesnt feel like 10.
take this candle, so you dont feel so far.
ill hope for us tomorrow.
miss me,
cuz i will miss you.
I WILL MISS YOU...
I WILL MISS YOU... |
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| So this is how we came to this cliff... |
[Jun. 18th, 2004|02:19 am] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| | calm | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | My Chemical Romance | ] |
So this is how we came to this cliff...
With your awkward footsteps around my heart
And with your delicate way of killing me.
I know how to live through it..
just by following the scar pattern
As seen in movies,
And read in soft cover books.
Your looks of hurt,
And taste of poison
floods me like wild storms
I jump from this cliff..
I jump from this hurt
I jump from you
It ends so easily.
But as I jump I awaken under my sheets
With my arms wraped around you.
And I realize I was dreaming about the wrong girl...
I would never be made into movies, nor books.
like boring cliches of "its just too good to be true"
I believe it.
You make my day. |
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| she... :) |
[May. 30th, 2004|09:47 pm] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| | happy | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | the format | ] |
She says, "she's so pretty"
and of course i laugh because I knew she'd say that.
So I said, "you say that about everyone"
Then she said to me, "if their nice".
...I guess it takes a beautiful person
to find pretty in everyone.
Even me. |
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| tfjhjuoipoiswaqzxnjo |
[May. 30th, 2004|09:43 pm] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| | happy | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | HIM - beautiful | ] |
Closed eyes catch blinking lights
as if shadows were walking by
I open my eyes and imagine,
what it was that had walked by.
But it's too dark.
Turn on the tv and write this moment
Maybe I should just shut these small meaningless lights off.
Then I couldn't question other frightening existences
I can't sleep. |
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| Sidewalk patterns |
[May. 24th, 2004|02:37 pm] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| | amused | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | Underoath | ] |
I walk through the day with my head down
Seeing everything except the way.
Sidewalk cracks read patterns cemented in memory.
Faces and intentions, all the same
i am a portrait..
just like everyone else.
Time walks by my side, but i cant keep up.
Night follows and i lose
only to start this race again...mid afternoon. |
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| ???? |
[May. 24th, 2004|02:32 pm] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| | amused | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | Atreyu | ] |
To the things i hate:
...Like these pet peeves
Today's funny people
You taking pictures of flowers
My good mood ruined by my dark room
And my inability to by.
And to the things i love:
Me being funny today
Taking pictures
My bad mood ruined by
a sunny day and good moods
My ability to be nothing
Standing question marks?????
....did i get that right?? |
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| Tomorrow's Dream. |
[May. 16th, 2004|05:09 pm] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| | pleased | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | Silent Drive | ] |
Heated eyes and heavy lids
sleep and dreams of the life we always wanted
but they far exceed accomplishments and determination.
wake up walking straight into yesterday
with that same thought of tomorrow.
we hope that our dreams of tomorrow,
will come with nothing at all.
..but we will dream, because thats all that keeps us going.
Like most of us, i'm rich in dream
but there so heavy, its hard to carry such
pressure on one's self.
maybe thats why dreams are dreams,
...and not my reality. |
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| Time in the sky |
[May. 12th, 2004|08:12 pm] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| | pleased | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | alexisonfire - get fighted | ] |
Time flys,
Like needles piercing clouds.
Sun breaks through with streaks in full effect.
Blinding everyone in th sky.
Wings charred
While breath taken
Beauty and stillness, lost in the day... |
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| no titles... |
[Apr. 24th, 2004|05:01 pm] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| | okay | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | michelle branch - goodbye to you. | ] |
Love so distant,
Nights so dark.. so empty.
But dreams so beautiful
The onlyway to feel you.
To hear you is To hear my heart,
And to feel you is to feel my love
Love is Sincere.
Time is nothing.
_______________________
So I write with beautiful words
and sing to you as we sleep.
With our most precious time together,
I'm with oyu forever.
Even in times of absense.
_______________________
This kid goes through life with blinders on.
Yet, with eyes wide open and yet so closed,
walking with dreams on his back.
He feels impossible |
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| Heart through a telephone. |
[Mar. 18th, 2004|05:50 pm] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| | Missing you | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | story of the year | ] |
Telephones never made sense to me.
Until long distance was in effect
So give me your static,
and give me your voice of beauty.
Let me hear my heart.
I long for touch, but your voice.....
the sound of my heart through this phone
gets me through the night. |
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| Company of a dream |
[Mar. 18th, 2004|05:47 pm] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| | bored | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | Story of the year. | ] |
To a dead end place
Like a dead end road
with only one light.
A light left behind,
But can never be forgotten.
Dabbed in ink.
I dream....
I dream of her,
For now, thats all that can be done.
For a short while in time... |
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| Circle for an evening |
[Feb. 21st, 2004|08:05 pm] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| | crappy | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | MewithoutYou | ] |
hurt me.
make me feel alive
Wake me from this place
never ending
dull me over with wonderful life
cave me in with heavy pressure
make me die like beautiful clouds
each day only to return
death consumes me
in each Evening of solitude
so much despair
and yet so much comfort. |
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